It is always better to have something to aim at. Not an inanimate goal, but something substantial. Something to remodel your world around. Like all my creases and cracks seem to mend themselves, and all stupid decisions seem to fade beyond recollection. My path gets clearer, and everything else around it blurs.
Here I am wishing I never made my mistakes. Tho I learned from them.
Here I am wishing my stupidity didn't get the better of me. But I grew because of it.
Here I am with a clear path, with bandages around my heart. I lived my life away from her, I went through hurt, I went through glory, I went through debts I never thought I could